Resistance♥

Biography

The name is Alison/Ally. Pronounced similar to Alleysern but I don't live in alleys and neither could I be found there. I'm in love with Felicia Tan, Adonica Ker and GG friends :). They're famous, like obviously you'll know who they are. I'm a die-hard fan of White, Pink and Blue. Not much of Black. Chocolate and Cheese are my two best friends, they're always by my side whenever I need them. My greatest enemies are not worth to be mentioned here :)

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"If we live our life in fear,
I'll wait a thousand years
Just to see you smile again "

Sweetdesires

Did I hear someone said "cheese" or "chocolate"?

~~Ben & Jerry's Ice-Cream~~
~~Ipod Touch~~
Cinema: Watch Legion
secret between me and felicia will come true
~~Get into through Train Class~~

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Meet the people I adore♥

Ameline YuJing Xiuwen JingWen
Kimberley ShiMin Melissa HuiPing
Evonne Bijun BaoYi PeiShan
Kristel Heidi Tiara Joey
Xinyi Winnie Rissa ZhiJun XiuZhen Xavier SiZhen zhongTing Stella Weiling Clarice Ethel Ellie Feraidi Geraldine Charmaine ADONICA! FELICIA! Angelena Adelyn

Pastentries

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♥ November 2008
♥ December 2008
♥ January 2009
♥ February 2009
♥ March 2009
♥ April 2009
♥ May 2009
♥ June 2009
♥ July 2009
♥ August 2009
♥ September 2009
♥ October 2009
♥ November 2009
♥ December 2009
♥ January 2010
♥ February 2010
♥ March 2010
♥ April 2010
♥ August 2010
♥ September 2010
♥ November 2010
♥ January 2011

Creditorials

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Monday, November 30, 2009

You know sometimes when the group gets too big,
your left behind but nobody notices.
you try your best to run and catch up with them but they just dont acknowledge you..
its super tiring like this..
i know u all are concerned about this and that but,
u ask me if there is a misunderstanding between us..
I myself would obviously say.. No..
isnt that a normal reaction?
You said i didnt help out,
but when i did,
Did you even see it?
You claim you know when we are helping out..but,
all u do is go according to what u see with your own eyes..
stop acting kind u know?
i'd rather u say anything you wanna say to me than tell me all those sacarstic remarks..
you know whenever i see you i have a very scared feeling?
Its like seeing you all can bring my mood down, like a weight..
its not that i dont like you guys..
i know everyone has their pros and cons..
but, i am not sure if u have ever seen mine..
like you all dont understand me at all..
Seriously,
have u ever considered MY feelings when you said all those words..
I mean,
when u wanna give ur all,
and try ur best,
the next thing you know,
somebody says ur just like a follower,
there's no diff even if i am in or out of the group..
Fine then..Seriously..
i have nth to say LOL..

i'm just saying what and how i feel.. you know? i am a human being, i have emotions too..
after u all talked to me,
i teared on the way down the stairs..

But yeah,
again,
nobody saw..
why?
cuz it was at night..
and gd for me,
i can continue tearing..
and the next day pretend nothing happened at all..
yeah,
i can do that
but i have been asking myself..
have i really tried my best?
after the incident my mood hasnt been very good..
yea,
but i managed to get a hold of myself.
and control the emotion inside me..

Seriously,
never judge a book by its cover.

i know i am at fault too,
but if u seriously think about it,
Do you have a part to play too?

That's it..
Gonna sleep now..
nights..